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wow... it's been a while!! so sorry for the lack of entries, but I have been one busy woman! it's incredible how much one can pack into a day. I understand now when people say "there aren't enough hours in a day".
so I have a lot on my plate and everything's lookin tasty! where should I start?
well...
LOVE LIFE
I'm single. I've made many new friends and I've been reconnecting with pre-existing friends. it is so much easier to stay in touch with folks when there's no "significant other" in my life. I never realized how much time I didn't spend with those whom I love because of that one person who is supposed to be the be-all end-all of all... not that I'm saying anything bad about that particular significant other - I would never insinuate that it's his fault, I made my own choices - but I'm feeling like that whole phenomenon of ditching one's friend's for one's lover is so socially constructed and expected of us. like we can only have intimate relationships with one person at a time - and that relationship is most often between an anatomical male and an anatomical female. why? where is that written? it's not. it's just "the way things are". does that make it the right way? because it's always been? definitly not. and so I've been swimmin up river, it's quite the task! but it's so easy now and I feel like I could never go back to going with the flow. I sometimes wonder whether that means I'll never fall in love again, whether I'll never "settle down" with someone (not in the traditional sense of course, more in the sense of sharing my life with another individual). I just love spending time with the loves of my life and my loves are so many! I am getting to know my loves as an indivudual, seperate from anyone. they are getting to know me in the same way. it's so beautiful and I've never experienced this kind of interaction before. it's like I'm still travelling, yet in my own city. so whether I'll find someone with whom to share my life is irrelavent I guess... it is as it is and right now it is wonderful. I am doing many great things with my life and I am lucky to be surrounded with so many people who love and support me. that is what it is important to me right now. sharing my life with ALL my loves, not just one.
(but I will say this to my greatest love: "you are still the song I sing to myself when I'm alone..." I'll love you always.)
TRAVELLING WITHIN MY OWN COUNTRY
I have been loving this year!! I have had the oppertunity to travel to places such as: Montreal, Toronto, Vancouver, Vernon, Kelowna, Ottawa, Calgary, Slave Lake - North Country Fair, Athabasca - Long Lake, and most recently Jasper! and that's other than my worldly destinations!
I was just in Jasper this passed weekend, camping with an old college mathieu student, Ginette. my goddess it was gorgeous!! see pics here.
North Country Fair was an unforgettable experience... from an Oiler's/Pride parade our group organized (actually, kudoes to Kevin for that one!) where we stampeded through RV land and beyond, bagpipes, bongos, and a congregation of about 30-50 er so! to the amazing performances from folks all across north America (GO Fabulous Bee Feeders!!! playing july 21-22 at The Back Draught Pub!)... to just the awesome folks I met there. Unforgettable, that's what it was... ;-)
I'll be vollunteering at the Regina Folk Festival which is August 11, 12, and 13th. GREAT line up! including the likes of Ani FUCKING DiFranco, Utah Philippes, Feist, etc. I can't wait for that! I decided to do something comepletely different for my birthday this year and this is gonna be perfect. I can't wait to write about it! back stage access dudes!! wow...
from Regina, I'll be flying to Montreal to spend a few weeks with my family, just north of the city in St. Hyppolite... right on a lake, in the "mountains", warm august weather... nice!
and without further adue...
wow... it's been a while!! so sorry for the lack of entries, but I have been one busy woman! it's incredible how much one can pack into a day. I understand now when people say "there aren't enough hours in a day".
so I have a lot on my plate and everything's lookin tasty! where should I start?
well...
LOVE LIFE
I'm single. I've made many new friends and I've been reconnecting with pre-existing friends. it is so much easier to stay in touch with folks when there's no "significant other" in my life. I never realized how much time I didn't spend with those whom I love because of that one person who is supposed to be the be-all end-all of all... not that I'm saying anything bad about that particular significant other - I would never insinuate that it's his fault, I made my own choices - but I'm feeling like that whole phenomenon of ditching one's friend's for one's lover is so socially constructed and expected of us. like we can only have intimate relationships with one person at a time - and that relationship is most often between an anatomical male and an anatomical female. why? where is that written? it's not. it's just "the way things are". does that make it the right way? because it's always been? definitly not. and so I've been swimmin up river, it's quite the task! but it's so easy now and I feel like I could never go back to going with the flow. I sometimes wonder whether that means I'll never fall in love again, whether I'll never "settle down" with someone (not in the traditional sense of course, more in the sense of sharing my life with another individual). I just love spending time with the loves of my life and my loves are so many! I am getting to know my loves as an indivudual, seperate from anyone. they are getting to know me in the same way. it's so beautiful and I've never experienced this kind of interaction before. it's like I'm still travelling, yet in my own city. so whether I'll find someone with whom to share my life is irrelavent I guess... it is as it is and right now it is wonderful. I am doing many great things with my life and I am lucky to be surrounded with so many people who love and support me. that is what it is important to me right now. sharing my life with ALL my loves, not just one.
(but I will say this to my greatest love: "you are still the song I sing to myself when I'm alone..." I'll love you always.)
TRAVELLING WITHIN MY OWN COUNTRY
I have been loving this year!! I have had the oppertunity to travel to places such as: Montreal, Toronto, Vancouver, Vernon, Kelowna, Ottawa, Calgary, Slave Lake - North Country Fair, Athabasca - Long Lake, and most recently Jasper! and that's other than my worldly destinations!
I was just in Jasper this passed weekend, camping with an old college mathieu student, Ginette. my goddess it was gorgeous!! see pics here.
North Country Fair was an unforgettable experience... from an Oiler's/Pride parade our group organized (actually, kudoes to Kevin for that one!) where we stampeded through RV land and beyond, bagpipes, bongos, and a congregation of about 30-50 er so! to the amazing performances from folks all across north America (GO Fabulous Bee Feeders!!! playing july 21-22 at The Back Draught Pub!)... to just the awesome folks I met there. Unforgettable, that's what it was... ;-)
I'll be vollunteering at the Regina Folk Festival which is August 11, 12, and 13th. GREAT line up! including the likes of Ani FUCKING DiFranco, Utah Philippes, Feist, etc. I can't wait for that! I decided to do something comepletely different for my birthday this year and this is gonna be perfect. I can't wait to write about it! back stage access dudes!! wow...
from Regina, I'll be flying to Montreal to spend a few weeks with my family, just north of the city in St. Hyppolite... right on a lake, in the "mountains", warm august weather... nice!
and without further adue...